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even though my shrink has already told me why I do this. It still upsets me that I keep on pushing people away. I get bored. I get easily bored.
(I know exactly what happened that turned me into this person and yet, I can’t seen to grow from it)
I’m an INFJ, I was mercerised by how accurate the whole things was.
that awkward moment when someone mentions they watch the Following and you trip over yourself to ask if they love Nico Tortorella and Adan Canto. And if they think Mike Weston is Ryan’s follower.
followed but that other awkward moment when they say they don’t know the characters or actor’s names except for Kevin Bacon.
i forgot about how we can spam the fuck out of your dashboards with the tv shows we watch so beware, there’s going to be a whole lot of the following coming up next.
Just saying… like

it’s like talking to walls here and it sucks.
DON’T YOU JUDGE ME. I know you feel the same way. I don’t want any freaking numbers, it’s not what it’s about.
I wanna travel, I wanna get as far away as everyone I’ve ever known as possible. I wanna go someplace I don’t even know how to say ‘hi’ or ‘i need some water’. I wanna go someplace where I can learn things about myself I’ve never even imagined were there. I wanna meet people, fascinating people, different people. I want to feel the freedom of nature even when I’m indoors. I wanna gasp knowledge of unfamiliar cultures. I wanna learn. I wanna live.

i’m considering creating a new “movies watched in” page. not sure how well that would work out and i’d never beat my gap year’s list :( mhm